Just another ordinary miracle.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

12:06 AM

mummy's birthday

Happy Birthday my dearest Mummy...eventhough sometimes i really dnt like u..cux u hurt me e most....=(
my sis n i bought this cake 4 my mum...soo nice...my fav..however paid by daddy la.. we went to ah ma hse to celebrate cux lil cousins love to blow candles..hee..

Mum took pic with her 2 lovely daughters n our cousins...yeah...

sigh...i cant turn e pic around..this is our grp pic...hope my mum feel happy...=)

my mum look young right?she's 43 this year !!

My sis is adorable...isn't she?

i'm like killing him...haha...he look shocked..so cute..

this is how i pass MOn...may GOD bless my family..& Hope DAd won't forget my mum's birthday...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

5:46 PM

BOring Sun..

Was late for church...Then while i m in bus 62..i'm struggling wheather going 4 sermon or lor ausu to have breakfast...hmmm in e end i choose e right path..haha..i'm happy abt that...however i dnt think i really pay attention to what sp is sharing...cux my mind is full of tireness thoughts...i better refresh myself and get close to GOD..i think GOD is hurt too..cux his lovely daughter is neglecting him...then we went for our lunch..finally!!i'm really hungry..then shawn n miss tan suggest staying up late for supper in town then take nite rider home...or go beach n relax after exams..haha..but miss tan is afraid of getting tan cux she's getting married in OCt...haha..so excited...

While hui yun n i waiting for e honouring treats...we took some pics..cux really bored...however in e end we realise that treat was being cancelled...=( so sad...then i went home...hmmmm...quite a glommy Sunday...

Hui Yun Soo funny...really..if jf is here...sure laugh until ..haha

Was so tired...trying to make myself awake..

Friday, August 18, 2006

1:39 PM

dreams?

This week have been a week full of thoughts...haha...i really dnt knw what God has plan 4 me..cux i'm always lost..maybe that's cux i'm stubborn..MON: i passed my oral presentation with a gd grade!!yeah..so happy...I have to thx my Lovely sis, jue yi,wei,yun & del for comments and encouragement...and my classmates!!=) teacher comments was better than e previous one..haha..my face turn red when she said this....and spent e rest of my day dreaming...

i'm sick yet i'm still watching drama infront of e com...in e end..God punished me with a Fever..well..e fever was gone after i took a rest...

TUE: Tue was a graet day 4 me..even though i am sick..however during night time i'm feeling a lil stress...hmm..i stop on tue ba..rest of e day i'm feeling uncomfortable...i just want to thank my classmates 4 caring abt me..but i wanna say sorry too cux i really wont share what i m thinking one...that's me...sorry...thinkin back i really miss my sec life...

Monday, August 07, 2006

12:27 AM

hmm...today went church..But never went to any services...dnt knw why..i suddenly feel so close up again...then had my breakfast alone in e canteen...feel so funny..but thx God gt songs accompany me...like his talking to me..i knw i am avoiding things..like i pray that nobody will come and ask me abt how's my life...haiz..but i felt so happy in little lights..cux i wnt feel shy or stress in fornt of them...haha...timo so cute..some of them also very pretty and handsome..haha...haiz..heard that today's sermon was interesting..but i dnt fel anything...i think i have been trobled by my relationship ...and i'm lazy...hope tmr wld be a better day for me..=)

Saturday, August 05, 2006

12:45 AM

Stage Fight!!

I think i have to do a full preparation for my presentation...cant imagine what if i cry again that day..so i would likr to pray that during that day holy spirt can lead me through with confident...haiz...this is what happen on mon..our teacher wants us to go up to have a short brief of what r we going to present...then i m getting to get scared and nervous...until i shake and feel like vomit..at first i tot i m nervous that's all...and i tot i might have e confident once i m infront...bt in e end..when finally it's my turn..i went infront..then i try looking up..i start with a few words...then i stammer....and i cried...and walk away...at that moment i feel so dumb...haiz...

12:24 AM

Focus...

i think i am a person who can lost passion for God very fast...i'm always say i'm tryiing and planning...but i never really do e things i wanna do...sorry...Hui Yun...not i dnt wanna go FOP...i really dnt knw how to explain e feeling...i dnt knw how to face GOD..with such sinful personality...besides that..i really dislike everytime have to face mum and dad when telling God's things...plus mum just god very angry abt e rule in bible have to give offerings...ur knw how it feels when u so far awya frm GOD yet have to force e way to explain...and cntrol my anger??even though i agree God is using this chance to bring me closer...but i dnt knw y i kept rejecting and enjoy earthly happiness...i feel so stress to face ur...haiz...even i cry and touch by GOD that moment..next min i'm back...so i rather not going close to ur...cux i scared ur feel i m hopeless ...not only having mess in spritual life and relationship with people...i feel sad...but thx god cux of test coming up my studies improve a little..but i really got things to do that why i choose to not go...Sorry...hope ur wont think i m useless...and i Will go back to God one...=/